Why's that?

The Japanese test, or life in general? It sucks having to re-adjust to regular life back in Nebraska after a year of free and fun life in Japan... hang in there. I got through it with the goal of getting back here and even though it took two years it was worth it.
Things will work out.

Hang in there. Today was a crap day for me too. I think things are starting to go the right way though. Maybe things'll change for the better for you too.

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